Oh Summer, you've made me lazy. Or at least I'd like to think so. My sleeping habits are terrible - sleeping at wee hours and waking up when everyone is done with lunch. I feel like most of my days are passing by so quickly with sleeping. Sigh, so much to do with so little time. I need to do something about this. I need to start getting up early.

Have I mentioned that I'm home? It's been really nice. I'll write more on it soon.

Just thinkin' about tomorrow

Homebound in less than 10 days, woohoo! Two finals to go and a freaking paper to revise. Oh and that assignment I forgot to do. I can do this. After today, only one final and one paper to revise. And billions of things to pack. Ahhhh, I dread.

But this will all be worth it when I go home, right?

Undiscovered

It's weird to think that what if this is it? What if this is forever? Our forever? I'm tangled up in this craziness that seemed lovely and outlandish at the same time. The question I'm constantly hearing in my head keeps asking me whether this is possible. Frankly, I have no clue.

"What is life all about?" she asks. "Don't know," I said. But now that I think about that question again, life is about everything and nothing unless you make something of it. Ha, an original quote. If only I could put into action of what I think about, then maybe that quote will mean something.

My apologies, readers. I fear I may have confused some of you. Nevertheless, I hope everyone is having a good life!

What if

Mmmm, reminds me of Indomee goreng. It'll be complete if I had papadom. Ah yes, papadom makes the world go round.

I never thought I would come to college and rely on instant noodles so much. I was brought up not to eat instant noodles more than once a week. But that all changed when I'm not around my family. (I'm sorry mommy, if you're reading this!) It's not that I choose to eat instant noodles, but it is a more convenient alternative. It's easier than making a fancy meal that will take time to prepare and not to mention that I do not have the ingredients for it. It's easier than walking to and fro from my room to the cafeteria (which is 10 minutes away by the way!) and spend an hour in the cafeteria. It's cheaper than eating out everyday.

Also, with the current meal plan that I have now, I don't feel the need to spend more money on food. However, without any meal plan next year, I'm hoping that I won't be turning to instant noodles as much as I am now. I think I'll probably turn to cereal a lot. And sandwich.

Ah, tis' the life of a college student.

Oh did I tell you that I'm writing a paper on a Friday night? Yes, this is the story of my life. I'm not procrastinating in the picture above. I'm just.. taking a break.

Deep down I know that's the way

Sorry that I have absolutely no decent-looking pictures of myself recently. Probably because I'm not attractive anyway.

On a more serious note, life has been busy lately for me! I had exams, competitions and events to MC. All in all, I'm enjoying it. I'm glad I have things to do. I just wish I had more time for myself. But now that I do, I'm blogging! Oh how I waste my life...

People kept telling me that the spring semester usually goes by really quickly that you barely even notice it. Being all rational on how little breaks we have during the spring semester, why would I believe such statement? However, little did I notice that I'll be home in one month. It just hit me recently when we had our annual International Dinner on the 1st of April. I was getting my swag on as MC while I watched the audience eating awesome international food, then I realized... I'll be eating pan mee next month.

Holy crap I'll be home in a month!!!!!

Of course I try to content my emotions when I'm in public with these thoughts. It's exciting thinking about going home, seeing the loved ones and eating good food. So many things to do when I get back.

But first, I must overcome three more weeks of classes and two days of finals. I can do this.

Wait for me, people. I'll be seeing all your familiar faces again.

I hate how easily I fall sick now. I fall sick even with 5 hours of sleep each night. Sigh, signs of aging. The worst part about being sick is not being home. It's time like this I really miss being home. I'd be taken to the doctor, fed only the healthiest of the healthiest food, and checked for temperature consistently. I'd be well taken care of.

Not that no one cares for me here, but it's not the same. I miss home.

Line dancing on Brooklyn Bridge

The picture above is me sitting on the Brooklyn Bridge of New York! It was so cold and windy when the picture was taken. Also there were a lot of traffic going underneath the bridge but that was cool. Nothing too terrible happened, I just forgot how to stand up for a while.

Anyway, yes I was in New York recently. It's funny now that I think about everyone wanting to be in New York so badly because it's awesome and all. I was one of them. But it's weird when you're actually there you're not too sure how to feel. I didn't know how to feel, it wasn't fantastic but it wasn't bad either. Oddly enough, I didn't feel like I've seen it all. In short, New York is alright. Frankly, I prefer Chicago.

So to those who haven't been to New York, put all your expectations away. Some people really liked the city and felt that it fulfills all expectations. But some people (like me) wasn't blown away and was maybe a tad disappointed with the city. It's still a nice city! I just don't like it as much as I thought I would, just saying.

Thankfully, it was still a good break - getting away from Kirksville and school. But break is almost over now. I'll hang on and keep my spirits up because home is only two more months from today.

Isn't she lovely?

Ain't this a beauty? It's my desktop wallpaper now, reminding me of happiness. Unfortunately, one of the ends of it came apart and it's breaking my heart. It's so precious! The minute I get back to my room I'll fix it, I swear.

Thank you again, dearest.

Life

In life, there will always be trouble and things that annoy you. But if you let it get to you, it'll affect you. Badly. All you have to do is accept it, fix it and get over it. That's the harsh reality of life.

How is everyone's week going?

I'm learning, I'm adapting and I'm surviving. I won't say it's perfect but I think I'm going somewhere with this. My thoughts are all over the place recently, I'm starting to wonder what's up.

I've been told that I can be cynical, sarcastic and mean. Here's why:

*phone vibrates*
What??
Hello..
What do you want?
I just want to say goodnight..
Oh..

Those who know me should be able to tell which one is me. Oh and I'm also not into sappy. But every once in a while, admittedly, I do enjoy it.